Jasmine's Life Story

2010-01-26T11:50:00.002+08:00

Jasmine have moved to:

http://jasmineyen.wordpress.com

pls update it!

Thanks

2010-01-26T09:46:00.004+08:00

I have slept 11 hours!! WOw this is the most i have slept in my poly years..
Hehehhe I am restoring strength... hehehehe

Studies show that people who are taught mentally challenging tasks do better after a good night’s sleep.

Heheheh so sleep more.. I say until as though i am going to have long sleep hours
HEhehee is impossible.. LOL

Alright, back to my tropic.
Yesterday just hand in my SIP Report..
Now left with research paper..
This is important 3 credit!

anyway, I watched tooth fairy with Phoebe and Kelsen..
It seems a bit childish but the outline is not bad..
sometimes when we are discouraged... we tend to discourage others as well..
So think before we speak when we are in the midst of discouragement.
This is one of the point i realized from the movie..

Not bad a movie...

:)

2010-01-23T10:46:00.002+08:00

After I have left the events industry during my internship..
I kind of very sad about it... in this industry, it really requires passionate and determined people to be in. It is very true how people without the passion should never even be in this industry..

I do love everything I am doing in FSC..
Every time when i introduced myself to the different leaders in church...
I usually say I am having my internship in an event company...
They will get very shocked.. "Wow you in events can still come church?"
Really, events take up a lot of your time... But then.. Hmmm..
Will i ever be in the events industry anymore? I am wondering...

But still let God leads me ba..

2010-01-22T23:43:00.002+08:00

Alright.. Internship is over today..
They are really nice!!!
They gave me a bag and wallet..
WOW! i felt super bad to just make a card and get coffee for them..

Freedom is in the air..
BUT BUT!!!! Reality hit me!!!
Which means no money!!!
Thanks Goodness i working with Audrey next week for one event
Or else i will die of hunger!
ehehehe...

In this internship, I get close to some people..
I have been talking to the same old people online almost Everyday...
They are Audrey Newin, Jeremiah and veralyn...
Was fun la..

AH!!! submission on mon! but i am tired to continue now!
Someone pls motivate me. hehehehe

ok la.. Cant wait to see jialin..
She is back!!!

2010-01-21T01:12:00.003+08:00

Sweet :)

sweet

2010-01-20T12:08:00.001+08:00

AWWW SWEET to the max...

2010-01-19T00:55:00.002+08:00

Every interns wants to do well in their company..
The moment when they are not performing well.. They either get scolding or been taught by it.

in 4 days time my internship is ending..
But i am not enjoying every moment of it..
firstly, i am not performing very well in it..
Of course I am discouraged for not performing well.
I am sorry for not performing well.

Discouraging words spoken out from employers mouth.. it got even worst...
Who doesn't wan to excel and be success???
I get disappointed for not excelling... for not being professional..
For making mistakes upon mistakes...

I was praying to try to get rid of these negative words and thoughts that is within me..
I came across David and Goliath story.. We are very familiar with these verse.. What happen here is that David wants to go and fight against Goliath. But Saul tinks he is just a youth and is impossible for him to fight against Goliath.

1 Sam 17:33-36
And Saul said to David, “You are not able to go against this Philistine to fight with him; for you are a youth, and he a man of war from his youth.”
But David said to Saul, “Your servant used to keep his father’s sheep, and when a lion or a bear came and took a lamb out of the flock, I went out after it and struck it, and delivered the lamb from its mouth; and when it arose against me, I caught it by its beard, and struck and killed it. Your servant has killed both lion and bear;

David for all these years been out looking after the sheep's.. and taking out any lion or bear that took a lamb out of the flock. Of course, David didn't immediately become someone that have the skills and ability to do that.. He make mistakes but he kept practicing until he perfect it..

So likewise, for the internship... I may not be performing well but i know this is the place where I am perfecting and correcting my mistakes. So sorry to use this place as a place to learn and to give so many mistakes. But i know greater things is yet to come :)

2010-01-17T15:06:00.001+08:00

我願意將我全心交在你手中，毫無保留，毫無保留。
我願意將我全心交在你手中，毫無保留，毫無保留。
生命中一切全是你所賜給我，賞賜在你，收取在於你，
也許曾渴望擁有，但你要我慢慢學習，放手，在每一分鐘，
現在我已經不同，生命屬你不屬於我，
甘願成為你手中美好的工作。

Land!

2010-01-17T03:57:00.002+08:00

Today is one of the happiest day or i would say better days in the week...
The whole week seem like a crushing down week... But coming into the House of God is always the best..... Worries, cries and burdens are all lifted to Him.

I would want to say ... i am so so happy to be part of City harvest..
For all these years, people that are Christians or non Christians.. They criticize about this church.

But that didn't shake my faith.. I first came to CHC was when they are still at paya lebar. At that time i was just Sec2... before i came to chc.. i was a church hopper... i went to many churches before i came chc.

The moment i stepped into CHC, that is the moment my life changes...
Today was the announcement about the new land plot that our church have found and

WE ARE GOING TO HAVE OUR OWN BUILDING that is a 12000 seater hall!! in the marketplace!!!! The facilities are going to be world class faculties...When i heard this news.. Tears roll down my cheek... I dunno wad to say but just joyful.. For all these years of sowing.. finally.. finally we seen our land!!! God is truly awesome!

My church is a church that thinks big.. Do big things...
When we do big things... we do good things... we get criticize for it...
I was watching the movie, Blind slide.. What happened was this woman adopted this child and groom him, take care of him.. the moment when he became famous. This child began to question and think why did this woman care so much for him? why did this woman do so much.. ?? Tots like " she did all these are not for me... but for herself"

When i watched that part, i felt so much... like how people view chc.. like why are they doing so much? why are you going into those poor country? why are they sending rescue teams to Hati? Why are they doing all these??? CHC are doing all these for their own benefits.. They want the media attention!!!.. Hehehe i mean would we even care if we get the media attraction? I think all we care are people... We just want to help as much as we can...

When the new plot of land news came to me.. I can;t help but to have the urge to want to see E267 growing even more... We need to rise up... i see the urgency to do so...

MULTIPLICATION I PRAYED!!!!!

2010-01-16T10:15:00.002+08:00

Things have not been good for the last few weeks of internship...
Emotions and character battles....

I was extreme upset yesterday...
I could hold on and continue feeling angry and hurt...
But I decided not to..
One last week of internship i got to make it good!
on the surface it seem not good but i make sure i will make it good
I will turn the negative to the positive. Whatever it is.. I just hope it ends now. like seriously..

Apart from all the hurts and sadness.... I went for cgm and lead! i am improving! Shilin said so too! hehehe excited for it... I am waiting for the day where i can do something big and different in the cg... With the additional of me going to SOT. it will be even more exciting.. with new friends and new level that twins and I will go to... We will fly high! LOL hehheheee

Heheee.. ok.. gg off... bye Report writing time!

Bi Mistake

2010-01-10T00:47:00.004+08:00

I did the biggest mistake in my life....
at that moment.. all i could want to do is just dig a hole in the ground and bury my head under..

JASMINE YEN WAD ARE YOU DOING!!!!!

Like seriously!

I went for a purpose! I went for a sacrifice. In the midst of helping, I fall.
There are times where we think that we can help every single one tat we see. And through this experience i really learn one thing" if your capacity is not strong enough in the area that you are helping.. Don't force yourself in.. cause you will never know that you can actually fall if you are not strong enough...

I felt so so bad.. then i came home to pray.

Pro21:3
The Lord is more pleased when we do what is right and just tat when we offer him sacrifice.

Times where we have good motives... but the moment when we know and we know we are not strong in that area. Never never put ourselves in that environment where we think we are strong and wont fall.

I am letting my guilt away and putting back my confidence back...

2010-01-07T09:34:00.003+08:00

After a long talk with Phoebe Mindy..

This sentence came to my mind:

Sometimes I don't know..But I just got to believe.

2010-01-07T00:38:00.002+08:00

I was reading the newspaper.. I get super depressed.. hehhee..
All the news are unpleasant news.. That is the reason why students doesn't like to read newspaper.. hehehe.. no that is an excuse.. All should Read!

went back to TP to look for Candice Huang.
AW! i miss TP! how i wish i can get back to school now!
I am hunting for part time job to prepare for SOT!
And i kept on looking at Events management job..
MAN! think i really fall in love with this industry..
Haiz..I wish there is Part time job for Events.. I am not talking about job like usher at one of the events! no that is not EVENTS Co coordinator job! LOL...

Ok la.. i getting sick with the report i am writing..
Phoebe mindy just reminded me we still got another thing we need to and in on 19 jan..

Haiz.. ok ok la.. stop blogging and go slp!

Good

2010-01-05T00:04:00.002+08:00

Guess What! i just realized that I got a research paper i got to do apart from my internship report! what an arrangement from the school... Sian big time! I haven't even choose my topic.. Spoile my mood altogether.. BUT BUT i still gg to do my shopping on Thursday. I DUN CARE! LOL.. BY Thurs, I will surly do finish my internship report! I will surly do it finish! Then i can start finding the topic for my research paper! What a boring last three weeks of internship! AH!

I will jump in the air like this after my last day of internship
I seriously can't wait to get back to school!
I miss the dory fish..
I miss my HELLO Panda Biscuit that i usually eat during lectures
I miss the stadium that i usually run at Tampines

AH!!!! Faster come!
AH!
Make this three weeks good i hope!

2010-01-03T13:28:00.003+08:00

on the 30 Dec, we have our zone thanksgiving... It was really fun..

Our theme is RETRO... is been some years since we planned retro style.. heheh but is really fun...This photo is the last part where we sang "xie xie you ni men"

Next!... IS the dancing part...

Where all the leaders are asked to dance!

Here i am doing the powerpoint slides... LOL

Fun experience... Great year ahead...

HEre is a group of awesome people!

E267... GREAT!

End of thanksgiving...

Let me talk about services yesterday... I was moved in service...

The moment when pastor talks about "the next level of Grace" i get even more excited for 2010.

There are so many things i got to get my feet moving..

Got to plan my goals for 2010...

Got to get my 2010 organizer!

hehe.. tonight meeting my connect group leaders.. woo~~~

okok got to go!

end of 2009

2010-01-01T03:09:00.003+08:00

Hi everyone, hehee i know this post is one day late.. i supposed to write this one last entry for 2009 yesterday.. heee. .anyway here it goes... :

2009 have been a breakthrough year in my ministry.
in this year, i took worship and word segments. it was a mighty breakthrough for me to come tat far.

Once again, i was disappointed this year.. where people stepped into my heart and placed a footprint in it and left.. I mean who wont be disappointed right? These are little set back in my life.

Personally, i think in this year i have grown bigger in my heart. And i am more looking out for people than compare to last year. All these i got it from the influence of friends.. is a good thing...
Things like, in the morning when i take the MRT. If there are seats available, i wont even want to sit it cause i think others need it more than i do.. Even if i was already sitting on it... I will be looking out to see who need it more than i do.. All these didn't happen in 2008.

This year the last group of people i see in 2009 and the first group of person i see in 2010 are a small group of my cell member! hehee wanted to do something different this year for countdown. instead of spending with my click of friends which i usually do tat for countdown. i decided to spend this countdown with my cg members.

While i was looking at the fireworks...
In my heart, i have set three purpose for 2010:

1. E267 will multiple
2. Going to the extra mile is my conviction for 2010
3. is a secret! LOL

I love end of the year.. i will look back and see how great GOD is in my life..
The tough moment i went through.. He brought me through strong
The moment where i am alone fighting in the battle. I know God is with me
All these tings i can't help but to say

GOD, You are really AWESOME!

Before i end this post, thank you for all of you who have made a difference in my life!

I believed with all my heart that 2010 is going to be a breakthrough year for Jasmine YEN!

year end

2009-12-30T03:26:00.003+08:00

BOO!

Finally done with the slides...
tomorrow got to edit again

WoO~~ i am way too excited for retro night!
hehehe... When you are involved in the planning.. it makes u even more excited!!!!

This week is awesome..
30Dec- Retro Night
31 Dec- Count down (dunno with who yet) lol
1 Jan- YK zone year end dinner... ( looking forward to it!)

i am having fun to the max!!!!
hehe...

2009-12-26T01:00:00.004+08:00

I think i should really update my blog..

This whole two weeks was really fruitful..
The first week, we had candlelight service. It was really beautiful!

After which, was Christmas. Something really amazing is that.. Truly the harvest is plentiful.
The cg was been introduced to this group of China student. And each cg is able to take one team. Each team there are 17 students! They are smart people.. 17 years old going on to Uni in Singapore. So we spend a lot of time with them for these few days just to reach out to them. Of course with my poor Chinese language is really hard to communicate with them. Hehee... But their English are good too.! hehe so i use mixture of English and Chinese! LOL

This Christmas was special because instead of being outside. we have overnight PM. it was awesome! I was home the whole day on Christmas Day to do the thanksgiving things. And i am wondering if i am not busy with the thanksgiving things where will i be? is it a very big deal to be not outside on Christmas day? Heheh that sound really emo. hehee.. but i am not.. i guess i am just too tired to go out..

The moment i think of the number of BS i got to give tomorrow.. I feel stretched already..
hehhee.. ok la... i hope this update is good enough to know wad had happened these few days..

2009-12-22T14:32:00.001+08:00

I woke, dreaming we had broke
dreaming you left me
for someone new
and you cried, drying those brown eyes
crying you're sorry
sorry won't do, but
this is the way i need to wake
i wake to you
and you never left me, all that I'd dreamt had been untrue
open my eyes, i see sky
oh oh, oh oh, you know
the way to keep me on my toes
I, I, I, I, will be fine
just say you'll stay forever mine
til we fall asleep tonight

Last night, we had a great fight
I fell asleep in
a horrible state

Then dreamt that you loved my best friend
my heart would not mend
seemed it was fate but
this is the way i need to wake
i wake to you
and you never left me
all that I'd dreamt had been untrue
Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com
open my eyes, i see sky
oh oh, oh oh you know the way to keep me on my toes
i,i, i... will be fine
just say you'll stay forever mine
til we fall asleep tonight

Sometimes i forget to love you
Like i should, love you like I should
But i'd never leave you no I never would I never would
oh oh oh oh you know the way to keep me on my toes
i, i, i... will be fine
just say you'll stay forever mine
oh oh oh oh you know the way to keep me on my toes
i, i, i... will be fine
I will be fine
just say you'll stay forever mine.
til we fall asleep tonight
til we fall... asleep... tonight

Awesome!

2009-12-19T12:48:00.003+08:00

Candlelight Service is in a few hours time!
I am way too excited about it...
this period i am busy busy and really busy..

I wants to watch MULAN!!!!
AARRGG!!! Anyway this kind of busyness i like it..
i enjoy it actually...

Anyway, I have not been sharing a lot about myself and how i think this few days..
I guess i have lesser time to think for myself but for others..
I guess my relationship with my close friends are closing a little further...
Even when we meet.. Not in the right atmosphere to talk about myself...

Anyway, a few things happened at home..
But gotten over it... make me even stronger...
I am surprised that i kept quiet till it is over....
In workplace, that period before my event.. i was duper extra stress... I was crying in my office toilet.. LOL this is how stress i am.. But thank God for friends ya?

And this December season I am so going to enjoy myself..
A wide program line up:

19 Dec: Candlelight Service Celebration
24 Dec: Christmas Service
24 Dec: Overnight PM
30 Dec: Zone Thanksgiving

How awesome can this be!!

Anyway this song is my favorite so i posted it up again.. heheh ok i know is a bit outdated..
LOL let me enjoy it.LOL

Oh ya We celebrated Shilin Birthday!!!!
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ok this portion is just for Shilin

Shilin is my leader ever since she first became a leader 8 or 9 years ago..
Firstly, I want to thank Shilin for believing in me when no one else did..
She always appreciate my lousy art work i did for her birthday cards... LOL!
When all are laughing at my art work.. She will always say is nice! LOL
When my segments taking is not so good.. She is always very encouraging to encourage me...
Of course God is the one that transformed me! heheh.. She plays the part in the transformation as well.. Yes i know i look like Joanne!!! but now i dun look like her!

When people corrected my language in front of everyone.. which embarrassed me..LOL.. hehhe
She did it in a very wise way.. which i like it a lot.. Fellow shipping with her is always one of the awesome moment i have with her..
Oh ya.. if some of you are still very outdated.. SHE IS GETTING MARRIED SOON!!! LOL
Johnson proposed to her.. Congrats...

Anyway A big Merry Christmas to all! enjoy this season.

A BIG MERRY CHRISTMAS to all!!!!

time files

2009-12-16T22:32:00.002+08:00

Christmas is next week People!!!
Time is ticking really fast...

Time files...
Seriously time files..
it is really very scary
hehehe YP will know why to me is scary..
LOL.. ok la.. no time to blog la...
Time for my guitar playing...

2009-12-16T12:51:00.002+08:00

BOO!

finally i am back to office.. After a 5 days of work at an event... My weekend is burned out..
I so dying to watch mulan! someone watch with me!!!!!!!!!!!

I am totally so free now in office..
After the event... All is done.. I shall just do my portfolio..
I am so sleepy
I have a one day leave.. i shall leave it to the 30 Dec..
LOL... Tired to the max...
Looking forward to fri actually...
Got to do something different for cg...
AWESOME!!!
looking forward to it.....

memories

2009-12-14T23:06:00.003+08:00

It been a year plus since my beloved dog have gone..
Still have the memory of this precious dog of mine.
dogs are not just animals..
They are one of the most faithful creature on earth.
If you watch videos, movies ... You will see how dogs are the ones that give their whole life to their master...

This dog of mine given his all to the Yen's family.
one time a customer was just touching the table of my mum's
What happened? My dog ran towards the person and wanted to bite the person for touching the table...

The moment you are sad, this dog of mine would comfort you by resting his head on your lap..
I still remembered very clearly. three days before he dies.
I was sleeping in the room...
He came into the room and rested it head on my hand the whole period till i wake up..
This show how he can't bear to leave...
I made a promise that I will never never never walk into a dog hospital again!

2009-12-14T18:16:00.002+08:00

Tired.. Physically tired!
Way too tired with dark rings... Keep it away i prayed!

Love isn't finding a perfect person. It's seeing an imperfect person perfectly

Don't Say you believe in people until you learn how to understand people's weakness
Don't say you love people until i see your act not your words
Don;t say you treasure this friendship until you began to look beyond my weakness
Don;t say you care until i see there isn't bias motives

2009-12-11T23:41:00.000+08:00

Hehehe my gosh! so cute.. Make my day! LOL

2009-12-07T23:06:00.001+08:00

Word of the day: Spirit of Excellence!

I have been really too busy today to even feel sleepy
Was preparing and replying emails back to all the guest that want to attend the extreme sailing..
Just Had prayer conference with my helpers..

Strength come above me pls.

Updates

2009-12-06T01:16:00.004+08:00

Video of SOT is up in church announcement!
The more when we are in the month of December..
Is getting me feeling AARGGG!!!
When i am unable to sign up yet!
I need a mighty breakthrough in this area!

Heee i was BBM-ing shilin...
I told her i dream that i was in SOT!
After that night i dream that E267 multiple!
heeee.. Why do i always dream stuffs like that..
Instead of dreaming of who is my prince charming!
Hehheeee....

Anyway, I am super stress in work man!
I got so many things to do one go..
And i cannot cannot cannot make any mistakes!
Is extremely stretching me...
I haven't even start on my portfolio...
I got to do it during the weekends.. Start now!
Just made coffee.. Will sleep late tonight then...

I just realized, guys in the cg have taken over the number
of girls in the cg...good.. I think i prayed too hard for more guys
when there wasn't in the past.. heheee
The girls is going picnic on Monday!

Oh not missing out the awesome morning prayer meet!
Heart of God church here i come! LOL

2009-12-05T00:13:00.003+08:00

A few weeks back, celebrated grandma's birthday..

U can see how big this family is growing to! LOL
With all the new addition.. LOL
Ok dun ask me when i got to bring in the new addition.. LOL

Anyway, I have a few outings..
But i am so so lazy to upload it..
Hehee...

I led cg today without Shilin around..
Hmm different feeling..
Kind of missed her preaching and leading now!

ok la.. goodbye! LOL

2009-12-03T00:59:00.002+08:00

4 places to decide which to go tomorrow:

1) dinner with cell group
2) Sam's birthday
3) Tp's dinner
4) Mum's function

Priority : 1 and 4

But still Deciding.. And very very extremely tired.!

I hate being busy.. This whole week i dun get a chance to meet my members...
I seriously dislike it... but wad to do... adjusting to it...

And I am seriously extremely discouraged in work.
I have never felt like that for years in my working life...
But still.. I am fighting it strong.

2009-12-02T00:20:00.000+08:00

My blog is really dead! I was so busy to even update it nw.!
Finish work at like 930pm. I missed leader meeting. Really upset abt it.
I am like expecting and wanting to receive something tonight. But
I was held up at work! Tomorrow gt to work till 9plus too. I gt event at vivo.
There is gg be firework at vivocity. Want to romantic
Pls go to visit tomorrow! Ok busy day tomorrow. Nite

2009-11-21T23:16:00.002+08:00

What can i say?
When not even half of the row is filled up?
What i felt today at that moment was :'( to the max!

When you see how others is filling up to two to three rows..
All i can feel :'(

BUT! I am still visualising! I am stil praying hard! I am still holding on to the dream!

I am still BELIEVING!

2009-11-21T12:35:00.004+08:00

This whole week, I have a super bad days..
I will not go into details... I realized scolding have evolves around my life ALL THE TIME..When people complaint about how they got scolding from bosses, their leaders, I realized i am so numb with all these scoldings... I get scolding at home, work, leader and even friends. This sounds really sad and make me sound super inefficient...

Maybe that is the fact why i get most of the scolding ALL the time...Anyway i still cannot accept that i am inefficient if the people have given clear instructions. BUT! if you have gone through wad you have given me to do. And when i get scolding for what i have given by you i will respect and appreciate the scolding. BUT if you have nv done before the job you are giving me den i will nv appreciate the scolding i am getting.

I can come out with excuses and say yes this person this and that.. That person this and that.. Is not my fault. I shall nv want to explain myself when their mind have set that I am careless,, I am useless. BUT so what if you can cover all of it? Because the fact is that the people will view you as like that.

My conclusion is that I am still learning through all these scolding..
Is painful in the heart but i know i will be shaped into a better person through all these scolding. I can't bothered if you have gone through the job before.. What i know is I MUST BE EFFICIENT!

First leader meeting

2009-11-18T22:46:00.004+08:00

Yesterday it was my first time going for leader's meeting..
It was not a meeting but a celebration birthday for Pastor and Wenling...

It was really fun.. You get to see how the leaders came out with drama, videos, dance and speech for Pastor and Wenling.. It was really good.

They both sang a chinese song to end off everything...

In this meeting, it changed my mindset and prospective of certain things that i have been thinking through this two weeks.

I have been thinking "why can't the discipleship and love we experience in the past.. We can use it to the now??" this have been bothering me for this two weeks...

When Pastor shared his speech i found part of my answer... And i came back to pray to get my full answer... hehehee

This is what i received in my QT:
God is on the move... He is always moving...
The love that He showed to others is never the same from last time to now... Yes the love is the same but the way He loved us is different! He used different methods to show his Love.
That method that He used is for that season.. NOW a new season God is showing new kind of Love and discipleship to His people!

Woo!!! I getting more and more excited!
My life with Him is going up up and up.. Is so interesting how God works.
I can really imagine how my life will be in 2010! A breakthrough one but challenging one!
I am looking forward to it! heheee... Run with me in this path my friends!

Below are some photos:

2009-11-17T09:23:00.002+08:00

This is the Love the world soul rock at Sing Flyer..

I am going there with the leaders today.. It will be really fun!!!

So looking forward to it!!! heehehe

I have been hearing things about this cafe.. but nv been there before.. Shall go experience it myself today!

Oh ya i was mentioning that i am having a meeting with my helpers.. It have been cancelled. not because of this event.. But due to the many helper that can't meet it!

ook get back to work!!!!

2009-11-16T22:29:00.003+08:00

Jogging day today... this is the longest i could run.. I wanted to jog for 60mins!
Dun ask me why... I am disappointed too!

I could come out with excuses such as you know on Sunday i did 500 skipping... I carry weights.. hehehe All these are excuses... And my legs are all aching! Due to the skipping and jogging today.. Not sure how to walk with my heels tomorrow... heheee

But i love the feeling of sweating it out!!!
hehee.. ok got to go prepare or helper's meeting tomorrow~

2009-11-15T14:14:00.002+08:00

Man's words are full of empty promises.. Or maybe they compromises under certain circumstances!...

At one point they set their conviction to this.. And another point they decided to change their conviction under certain circumstances....

This disappoint people time after time for things like that..

But one thing i am sure of... that His word is always true...

On a lighter side, I am going prawning with my members!!!!
I nv done it before.. Let see how fun is it! LOL

2009-11-14T23:12:00.003+08:00

What can i say?
Awesome Service with Senior Pastor! Finally he is back!!

Vision and Dreams!

We been talking about dreams...
Today i walked into service holding on to a dream that i'm really not sure if i am able to make this dream BIG for GOD! I have lots and lots of doubts... Vision of my dreams seems to be shattered into pieces this few weeks... Dreams of being this and that.. Dreams of doing this and that.. It have been shattered into pieces.

Today my dreams have revive again!
The strength that i need.. Is back
the passion i need.. Is back
The motivation i need.. is back
Most importantly the love that i am holding on for years gets even more stronger today!

I dream to be cgl
i dream to go for SOT
I dream to be an event coordinator that runs the whole show
I dream to get my degree
I dream and i dream..........

Something really random:
I went for dental today.. AND I SERIOUSLY HATE GG FOR DENTAL!
I was enduring the pain for half an hour!
I got to extract 4 tooth!
More pain to come!!! AH!!!! someone motivate me! heheeee
ok that is my biggest fear: visiting the dental!!! LOL
Want nice teeth?? bear the pain den..LOL

2009-11-14T00:24:00.002+08:00

Mummy is away for meeting...
Means no breakfast for jasmine yen! AWW!

Hehee.. anyway things been doing ok for me this whole week.
Work... Visitation and home!
And YES! i haven start on my SIP project
hehhee i think most of them haven started it yet..
SPoke to my colleague about my project already.. Think should start it real soon!

Alright! a lot of things to do during the weekend

1. Blood donation
2. Dental appoitment
3. Bible study to give
4. 2012 movie
5. Prawning!!!!

Great weekend !!!!

2009-11-10T14:26:00.004+08:00

I brought a Black Berry Storm.. People around instead of rejoicing with me about the new phone i brought.. They say million of bad thing about the phone.. BIG TIME sian! At least my third sis rejoyce with me!..That is a big relief to me! Ok keep all the comments to yourself and STOP telling me bad things about this phone pls!

2009-11-09T00:43:00.002+08:00

send emails not even taking away the negative thoughts first...
The wind that beat against her face and wishes it washed away her negative thoughts..
But she rather chose to come into the PRESENCE where her negative thoughts are fully washed away!

Being a training cell leader is never easy..
You wishes people would understand your weakness..
You got to live up to the reputation...
You got to press and beat through the storms alone..
You fall.. BUT You got to bring yourself up strong again ...
You are discouraged... who can you turned to? You got to bring yourself into the presence to be encouraged again...
It is not just a status but is a commitment you got to live up to..

The one thing i know is that... I have obeyed the voice of His..
AND I am still running and keep on running till the end!

Run with me people!

2009-11-07T14:59:00.002+08:00

Nuffnang say i have reader from Singapore, Australia, Vitemen and USA! hehee.. didn''t know so many overseas people reading my blog! .. Anyway Vitemen is Jialin! LOL ...

I super tired today.. i came back from classroom session slpt all the way to 2pm.. Snooze my alarm until 230pm.. hehee ok.. i am up! time for service!

2009-11-07T12:35:00.003+08:00

All the internship students walked into TP today feeling "AW! we missed school so much!" heheee
it is a different feeling... AWW!! really miss studying and project-ing.. hehe
The chionging period is over.. heheee...

Alright.. Everyone that see my phone all commented"wow so old school" yeah! i know.. hehehee..
i wish to get one new one like really soon.. AWW!! but my contract now yet ended.. should i wait for iphone den.. AWW!!

Annoying!
Training for NAFA start next week!

2009-11-05T00:46:00.002+08:00

Jasmine's Sleep paralysis and nights of nightmare is back recently! Go away pls!

For the benefit of those who not sure wad is a sleep paralysis..

Sleep paralysis: A frightening form of paralysis that occurs when a person suddenly finds himself or herself unable to move for a few minutes, most often upon falling asleep or waking up. Sleep paralysis is due to an ill-timed disconnection between the brain and the body.

An attack of sleep paralysis is usually harmless and self-limited. It tends to be over in a minute or two as soon as the brain and body re-establish connections and the person is able to move again. However, the memory of the terrifying sensations felt during sleep paralysis can long endure.

The feeling is never fun of being in Sleep paralysis! the next day you will feel so tired.. I t seems like you are in a battle trying to wake up to move... hehee.. ok i should sleep early.. good nite

BOO!

2009-11-04T00:53:00.002+08:00

after talking to shilin... Realized I seriously need time for myself..
I mean just pamper myself in facial, spa and just masking.. ehehehe no la that is not wad she meant.. LOL.. but true i gg facial next week with phoebe mindy!

I mean just time for myself to think for myself and all... Too busy with stuff wont get me to get things done properly..

So many emotions that is been choked up within me.. today it all have been let go in His Presence.
Great re-charging in his presence.

I can see changes happening in my cg.. People began to ask for bs... Which mean more bs to give! but i enjoy doing that...3 BS lesson to give on sat... So people ask me for bs or sign up k!

3 more months to the end of SIP!

2009-11-03T21:01:00.000+08:00

Jasmine Yen REMEMBER your guideline!!!!!!!!

Does it glorify GOD?

Live life to the fullest

2009-11-01T01:07:00.005+08:00

Another entry just for My sister's Keeper movie... If you haven't watch the movie dun read this entry of mine.. LOL! I watched this movie and i cried like crazy... is really that heart warming you know..

In this show, i seriously admire this sis Ann... What happened was she was born for a reason is to save her sis Kate. And the most amazing thing is that in the show it seems like Ann is holding to a bitterness within her..But then it is not! She went to the court because her sis Kate wants to die and instructed her to do it.

Why i admire the character ann rather than Kate because she is born for a reason but is not her parent's will to want to have another child.

This really make me think about this real story. The parents have more than enough "girl" baby and they are trying to have a "boy" baby for their last try. They went for the scan and everything and end up this baby is a GIRL again. it really disappoint this couples. Quarrels break out at home where the husband wants to abort the baby but the wife refuses to do it. Guess wad? This wife decided to keep this baby... at a very young age.. This girl have been told by her sisters time after time that she shouldn't be here... She shouldn't be here... she shouldn't be here.. This phrase have been running through her mind for years. And she feels that this world no one loved her and no one cares for her. Of course, this girl met God and she been doing great things for GOD now. There is always a reason for us to be here on earth. Accident or not accident we are all here for a reason.

I remembered what Shilin have shared with me before. There was once this couple wanted to abort this baby.. They really went to the doctor to try to abort this baby.. But they tried again and again.. Which they dunno why... They are unable to abort the baby... Of course true enough this child become a child of GOD and is doing Great things for God.. If God wants you to be here on earth nothing can stop HIM to do so!

We all got to know that we are here on earth not by accident but GOd have placed every purpose in our Life. So lets live life to the fullest!

AWWW!

2009-11-01T00:22:00.006+08:00

AWW!!! how cute can this cup cake be!
one of the intern in my company that just left the company brought this for me!
This is custom made ok! so cute right!!!! AWWW!!
heheheheh Little Miss Sunshine ... Fix me so well! LOL
Totally love this cup cake! LOL..
Cant bear to eat it up! LOL but i still do it!

Alright something on a serious side...
Service is great!
nowadays service is really good!
The presence is so so strong! I love it!

Pastor talks about dreams! Which is one of my favourite topic... I have a lot of dreams. going overseas attachment is one of it. but i scraped it! my dream of working in events that worked day and night.. Traveling to places!

All these are not achievable dreams!... when pastor was preaching about dreams. I feel extremely burdened about my own dreams.

Dreams are not suppose to be we searching for it! but it suppose to be dream searching for you. I still remember when i was just a "member". I told one of the key helper in the cg that I will never never and never be a cgl... hehehe to my surprise God gave me this dream.. i didn't search for this dream. but it was HE who gave it to me to be a cgl. True enough I am training to be one now.

Ever since my very good helper and friend, Debbie Huang left my cg to go help the other cg. Which was good for her now...... What happen was i have very little time for myself... For myself as in... I seldom think and evaluate myself. Whenever people are alone... They will think for themselves but i realized when i am alone i have been thinking about "ok wad is next? who should i give bs to? which visitation should i made this week?" I know this sound so "spiritual"... AH! I am not trying to act spiritual here.!... but the truth is really all these things running through my mind.

I realized that it is really bad for me.. Cause i dun even know wad season am i ? what is my feelings for certain things. Hmmm... But i know and know that i am really transparent before God. i poured out a lot in the quiet place with the ONE! Ok i shall set aside time for myself:)

I guess this entry is really long.. no one will read long entry.. Lol ok end here!

QT

2009-10-29T21:04:00.005+08:00

Just finished QT with my members.. I love moments like that.. Small group but can talk your heart out! is good after all! they were shocked they could prayed for 45mins. Breakthrough for them! hehe...

Ok Got to plan for the next few members QT with me.. Alright is not easy to meet all members at one week ... ok i must try to! LOL

I have been on the phone apparently the whole entire day ... and i seriously hate talking on the phone now.. when will this end.. LOL i can't wait!

And i can't wait to watch my sister's keeper too!!!
AH!!!! is gg to be a sad one! AH!!! Phoebe quick! I want to watch that! ok i am very random...

End of months=Getting paid!!!!

Someone say YAHOO!!!! and here comes my black berry bold!

2009-10-28T22:40:00.001+08:00

BIBLE School is the thing!!!!!

boo

2009-10-27T20:13:00.003+08:00

BOO!Finally met Yieping! and I Finally got this Book! I read a few chapters already..
Heheh i can really see some of my character was in one of the girl.... Is a bit scary though.. Cause it brought back memory of how i was in the past. ehehhee.... My elder sis will know it very very well... LOl..

Still i will want to catch the movie real son!

Work today was really exhausted! i brought hme of it to do finish... but i guess i wont wan to do it.. I am so so drained. I was supposed to be on my second day of fast... I broke fast because eating with boss. Since i broke fast today i could eat dinner with mum.. but i totally have no appetite at all... Alright Will continue my fast tomorrow. The first day was great though... awaiting for miracle to happen!

I am so not myself today.. I guess because i am falling sick... I am having a sore throat and flu and i am on the phone the whole day some more... Tomorrow is gg to be any other long day of calling again.. AH! let my job be interesting please!

how i wish for a break please! A real vacation break!LOL
This two days is gg to be pack pack!!! QT time with my members and visitation and cg!
Ok! gg off to prepare QT time!

CiaoZzzzz!

2009-10-25T20:16:00.000+08:00

SKII face products ROX to the max. heheee
Is good so i say that!

Hehe ok is very random.. LOL

2009-10-25T16:17:00.002+08:00

We speak growth! yes!

Stretch

2009-10-25T14:06:00.004+08:00

Cell Group meetings these two weeks the sermons have been really good. I can see how we all got to know the important things. And i seriously need a mighty mighty breakthrough... These two months left.. I will spend most of my time building the kingdom and nothing else.

Service have been really good... The very first worship song i think i have really enter into his presence. I really love moments like that. just not thinking about other things and just be soak in His presence.

I can't deny to say that i am really upset .. upset about wad i shall not say much here.. But this is one of the issue "capacity" that i dun really see much in people.

Capacity is the ability to receive or contain...

How far can you be stretched? when your leaders stretched you.. how will you react? will you react in a way where you decided to give up? will you react in a way where you think we are unreasonable? I think rather than thinking of all these... I feel you should really thank your leaders for stretching you. why? because if they don't stretch you they are allowing you to stay in your own comfort zone. They are allowing you to stay at where you are always. But i am not here to let you remain at where you are always! I am here to move you on! STRETCH IT PEOPLE!

Pouring out my heart not here but in His Presence that found the comfort.

Movie

2009-10-24T13:04:00.004+08:00

I watched this movie yesterday..
not so bad la..
I like it though...
Was quite touching...

Here is the plot:
Aaron Eckhart and Jennifer Aniston star in the romantic drama Love Happens. When a self-help author arrives in Seattle to teach a sold-out seminar, he unexpectedly meets the one person who might finally be able to help him help himself. Dr. Burke Ryan (Eckhart) is on the precipice of a major multimedia deal, but the therapist who asks his patients to openly confront their pain is secretly unable to take his own advice. Eloise Chandler (Aniston) has sworn off men and decided to focus on her floral business. However, when she meets Burke at the hotel where hes speaking, there is an instant attraction. But will two people who have met the right person at exactly the wrong time be able to give love another chance? As each struggles with the hurt of love and loss, they realize that in order to move forward, they need to let go of the past. And if they can, theyll find that, sometimes, love happens when you least expect it.

Next up movie is:

Girls, Pls bring lot and lot of tissues when you watch this movie
I heard is gg to be very very sad..
hehe i am so gg to catch this movie!

2009-10-21T23:17:00.003+08:00

This is what i want!!!!
BUT? Hmmm...
Ok Praying for a breakthrough...

I got two big ulcers in my mouth now!
Is really painful when i talks
Alright! Jasmine Is getting fatter
Cause office people is feeding her with food!!!!
heheheeee

2009-10-20T22:19:00.004+08:00

Today had a really bad day.. Firstly, politics in office. Shall not talk much on that. Secondly, supposed to go meet debbie for dinner i sat 61 bus from outram. Looked at the bus board it stated sing post which where i wanted to go. Sat on it. Planned wad i want to do when i reach paya Lebar. to go to the popular to buy "my sister's keeper " book den go meet debbie. I was too tired i slept on the bus till Potong Pasir area. I woke up thinking why is the bus ride so long! Realized i was at Potong pasir. This bus dun goes to paya lebar sing post.. it goes to kallang bahur singpost!

Guess what? have to walk a long way all the to the highway there to take 23 home. Walked on grass, cracked path and my heels break! Worst! Saw the bus 23 and i missed it! Another one came less than 5 min which is one I got to thank God for. And About to board the bus my heels stuck in this small hole on the ground. I went " Praise the Lord" in my heart. Wad a day today!

So Exhausted and kind of frustrated i came home and do a bit of work.. before i leave My colleague gave me a whole stack of work to do.. The whole day there is nothing to do. and when you are about to leave for work to home.. They give you work to do.. So funny one.. LOL. I realized i left with one heels! pathetic! LOL... ok i shall go get one soon...

And PLEASE JASMINE YEN NEEDS TO EXERCISE BADLY!!!!!!!

Going on a salad and coffee fast till the end of the month! breakthrough is all i need!

I feel extremely tired today.. let me restore my strength!

2009-10-20T00:01:00.002+08:00

Do you have this feeling??? where you are given a vision or dream to achieve
You knew it is so impossible.. When you think about it you feel like crying cause is so hard to achieve by your own strength!

But i know and i know All things are possible with the One above!

2009-10-19T20:14:00.001+08:00

Jasmine is craving for Mince meat noodles
Jasmines is craving for Bak Ku teh
Jasmine is Craving for Paya Lebar Ban Mee dry
Jasmine is craving for clay pot rice
Jasmine is craving for pig soup

Tomorrow she gg to eat Ban Mee with twins! say yahoo~~~
I shall look for others to accompany go for all my cravings!
Hehehe.. ok i know is fat!
alright alright... Going to run now~ LOL

breakthrough

2009-10-19T00:03:00.002+08:00

Hi people!

Just came back from Yp's birthday BBQ!
I feel really fat now.. someone please motivate me to run tomorrow!
hehehehee

This week cgm word was awesome! really it was!
I took the whole entire cg myself including playing. Hehe challenging you know!
hehee... But it was fun.. I need a mighty breakthrough in everything i do..
I need to grab hold of the anointing!

another week of work.. hehee...
I am looking forward to more events!!!!

I seriously need a breakthrough by end of the month!
Give it to me i prayed!

2009-10-15T21:38:00.002+08:00

A heart after Your own!

When is the last time you cried in His presence?
When is the last time you hear a word from HIm?
When is the last time you received a vision from Him?

One thing i really fear in my life is when He turned away from my string musical instrument
One thing i really fear is when i can no longer catch up with Him
One thing i fear is that I am too slow to understand the mind of His
One thing i fear most is when the love for Him have gone.
One thing i desire is when His people love Him just like how i does!
I prayed!

Love Him with all your heart!

2009-10-14T22:56:00.002+08:00

I walked from city hall all the way to office (outram) hehehe is quite far k..
Anyway i am back to office cause i am having a meeting or maybe a conference? dun really know wad is it... but i guess it will be good..

I have a lot to write for my ejournal! LOL
Today exhibition was ok. I went there to take a look at it. picture will be up soon hehee...
I am way too tired and sleepy! LOL thank God is only an hour of conference.
I need to sleep!!! I shall go evening prayer meet ba..

A long day but fulfilling one hehee! ok.. I shall stop .. heeeeee

2009-10-14T00:12:00.003+08:00

Today i brought rojak for mummy!
LOL... i wanted to buy durian for mummy... I saw rojak so get that instead.

On the way to grandma's house to give her food to eat...
I was so so tired physically i slept in the car and i start to scream in my dreams..
Which means my mum heard it! ...LOL i knew i was screaming.. LOL and i woke up and we both laughed together.. LOL is really laughing ok.. she was shocked.. Is that shocked moment that is funny.. LOL

my gosh! Actually whenever i am super super duper tired i will sleep talk...
Not sure why also... i can predict i will sleep talk later in my sleep.. LOl

2009-10-13T16:22:00.002+08:00

I just came back from suntec. My company helping one of the booth in the ICSC Asia Expo exhibition. Is really an eye opener! for me la. We went study tour exhibition before and never see how the people do setting up from the start. i seen it today. I guess i really love this industry!

I am bored! so i just surf the net and all ... tomorrow i got to be at suntec doing the cleaning and all.. ANyway! my facebook got virus i guess.. I deactived it.. ARRGG sian big time sian..
ok..! i guess is really virus..this is way annoying.. LOL is ok.. it keeps me away from the internet.

I shall really help my mum in her business... I get really interested in it now! LOL...
setting up website for her now! even though i am supposed to be working at festival square circle.. but i seriously got nothing to do!

alright waiting for knock off time! booking my advance theory online! i so must complete my driving this year! LOLok goodbye!

2009-10-11T14:59:00.002+08:00

Kiss- Because i am a girl
I just can't understand the ways
Of all the men and their mistakes
You give them all your heart
And then they rip it all away

You told me how much you loved me
And how our love was meant to be
And I believed in you
I thought that you would set me free

(REFRAIN):
You should've just told me the truth
That I wasn't the girl for you
Still, I didn't have a clue
So my heart depended on you, whoa

(CHORUS):
Although I'll say I hate you now
Though I'll shout and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl

Been told a man will leave you cold
Get sick of you and bored
I know that it's no lie
I gave my all, still I just cry

Never again will I be fooled
To give my all when nothing's true
I won't be played again
But I will fall in love again

(REFRAIN)
You should've just told me the truth
That I wasn't the girl for you
Still, I didn't have a clue
So my heart depended on you, whoa

(CHORUS)
Although I'll say I hate you now
Though I'll shout and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl

I Want You So
NoW you leave me in the cold
How could this be?
I thought that you Really Loved Me

Into the Night
I will pray that you're alright
YOu hurt me so
I just can't let you go

You took advantage of my willingness
To do anything for love
Now I'm the only one in pain
Will you please take it all away?

Never thought Born being A girl
I can love you and be burned
Now I will build a wall
To never get torn again

(CHORUS)
Although I'll say I hate you now
Though I'll shout and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl

Well See You Soon

Thoughts

2009-10-11T14:12:00.005+08:00

I was just looking through some blogs..
And it kept me thinking about how people wants to pen down their feelings but is so so limited in wad they can write. Which is true that we cant be so transparent in the cyber world.

The moment people write down their feelings and thoughts in blogs and facebook status. the first thing that comes into people's mind is " this person wants attention from others" hmmm... i would admit that i have this thoughts before.

But i guess is really depend on individuals on how they wants to express their feelings. By blogging it may help the person feel better den why not allow that person to do it? but rather than helping the person lets not criticize and jump to a judgment that this person wants attention.

I still remember something happened that season in my life, and i changed my facebook status to "WOW" is just an expression for me at that season. Just this word "wow" someone which closer to my family blogged about my status. AND you know My sisters were all making fun of it, to the extend where my sisters will know which means they all know this person blog la.. I would say i am quite upset at first. But thinking about it why should i be bothered. And the words that people wants to say we cannot control. I learned in marketing lesson.. LOL that word of mouth we cannot control but the quality of the product that we produce we can control.

Of course i have so much feelings i want to pen down.. so much feelings i want to share. But i learned that cyber world blogging is never a place for me to be so transparent.

So my conclusion is that we must be very careful in whatever words that we say anywhere and everywhere. Reputation is still the important key. Heheheheh ok this sound really serious.. LOL

ok on a lighter feeling side. I watched 500 days of summer. Hmmm i dun really like the movie.. i dunno why. This whole week going to be morning prayer! I am looking forward to it! Hehehe ok off to keppel bay for dinner!

sleepless night

2009-10-10T13:01:00.003+08:00

Finally today get to eat daddy's home cooked food. Even is just a instant noodles hehe but i like it! LOL curry flavored instant noodles.

AH! didn't have a good sleep yesterday..
It seem like every hour i am awake.. AH wad is happening?!!
This is annoying! Really annoying... I guess i know why.. Hmm..
I am quite sleepy and tired now ..

ok goodbye

2009-10-10T00:17:00.002+08:00

Combined cell group meeting with N422 and E344!
Hehee Fun one !!! LOL.. I lead cgm with my good friend "CANDICE HUANG"!!!
I was like every week pleasing YP to start her cg earlier so i could see candice huang lead! BOO! Dun need to already.. hehehe.. We lead the whole cg together.. Is really fun though... LOL

Heheh too bad Debbie Huang didn't take games this time round ! I love to see her take games...
heheee... ok anyway is really a good experience leading cg together!

Anyway i need more clothing! very random i know.. hehehee
I dying to get a new phone too.. Thinking of HTC diamond touch or either Acer hp.
heeee.. ok finally is the weekend... I love gg out when i am not wearing heels! LOL.. okok i got to love to wear heels! LOL ok la... i super random.. i gg off... This post is so boring! LOL

lost

2009-10-08T21:48:00.002+08:00

Hi people,

I think i really get the hang of work now...
Still i will get kind of bored with the things i do ...

I helped out a bit in the STOMP concert.. what i did was to collect newspaper for STOMP to use during their concert.. hehee... I saw them a far.. They are cool i think.. LOL...

i got an event going on at suntec this sat... Which means i cannot go service on sat.. And i got to go service alone on sun.. hehee.. Ok i think i got to really get use to it... There are more events coming up i guess.. But i really !looking forward to it... Not knowing what to expect still i want to learn something out form this event. ya cool..

ok i supposed to run but .. i didnt..hehee.. i lost to my flesh!

run

2009-10-06T20:59:00.003+08:00

I was fighting against my flesh..
eheeheh to pushed myself to run after work..
It was really tough i would say..
ok after some sms with phoebe mindy i decided to run!
Cause she provoke me to run! Lol.. no la..
I decided to run..

After jogging around tampines, i realized that Tampines is really small..
I ran one big round of Tampines and it is still 30 mins..
I aimed to jog for 40 mins.
I was really tired... I was nearly dozing off during work..
That is how tired i am.. LOL

I ate Peanut butter bread and milo for dinner...
LOL!!!!!! I'm not on diet....
I had late lunch today.. so couldn't eat dinner as well..
Too full i guess...
Alright.. got to update my SIP blog...
Will update this soon!

wad a day

2009-10-05T17:32:00.004+08:00

I'm down with a diarrhea. Took half day MC.

Came back i couldn't really sleep because there are so many incoming sms...
Sometimes i should really shut off my phone.. hehee... but cannot la.. LOL...

anyway i went to tampines polyclinic to see a doctor for my diarrhea. I was totally in pain the whole morning. I went toilet like numerous time. It is so embarrass cause i kept running to the toilet. I couldn't take i decided to surrend and take leave. Anyway attachment student only can take 5 MC!

When i was at the polyclinic, i received a called from this marketing company that help one of this company to advertise. I won't review the company name cause i dun think is very nice.

A Bold Decision
This girl called and say i am given a free gift of $1000 shopping voucher because i have been doing surveys for them. And they say very clearly that this free gift have no string attached that means u dun need to buy anything from them. they are doing this to market their company. And they say they will just introduce their travel packages but you dun need to buy at all. They are just creating awareness of their company.

I mean is a good deal right? you receive free gifts and you dun need to buy anything but just spend one hour there to listen.. Only in the future when you decided to travel you then can consider gg back there to buy their travel packages.

I agreed on it.. She told me the details and all.. She called back again after we hang up. She say that i got to fake my age. because the minimal age requirement is 23 years old. In heart, i am thinking this company is completely no integrity at all! I mean i can come out with excuses and say ya my 22nd birthday just over and i can consider myself as 23 years old. But the fact is i am still 22 this year. Unless it is 2010 year i then can consider myself as 23 years old. I rejected them straight away and i told her sorry i rather not want it.. Anyway thanks for the offer.

Cannot imagine how companies can just cheat their way through.
I feel so not right the moment she requested that from me.
Anyway, at least i made the right decision.

GReat weekend

2009-10-04T23:30:00.005+08:00

2 October, Shilin's cell group celebrated
Mooncake Festival Celebration at SMU
theme is "Human is time to save the world"

We started off with ice breaker games..

Gathered the people to explain the main game

The team headed off to their stations..
Hehe here is station 1.
Led by karen!

Station 2 (lead by Pauline)

Station 3 led by Leon Zai

Station 4 led by Eric ting

Station 5 led by Nick

Lastly, we had fellowship song and
appreciating the committee for planning this whole event

On sat, they have prize presentation while i got to rush off to grandma's house to eat dinner.
I really love grandma's soup!!!!!
is the best of best and best and best!
hehehehee

I saw some kids playing lantern downstairs her house.
It make me think of my childhood days where my cousins and I will go down to play fire crackers
and burn whatever things we see around us...
Still i enjoy grandma's soup a lot!

2009-10-03T03:12:00.003+08:00

Love my cell to the max!
E267 will grow grow and grow!
hehhee I proclaimed! lol..
Very small cell but we are bonded!

yeah

2009-10-02T01:37:00.003+08:00

When your hand phone is low batt.. How you wish someone good really appear to you right away...
And to find ppl at 1plus in the medium of the night is not easy...

That what happen to me.. I wasl standing next to river walk not knowing wad to do when my hp is low batt. Feel so lost... At that moment how i wish a kind soul just appear just in front of me! lol..

Of course someone did... and i borrowed his hp.. so i am saved...
LOl..

ok tomorrow another event! Looking forward to it.

Moon Cake

2009-09-30T20:40:00.002+08:00

dear readers, as usual been working working and working...
This week manage to meet Phoebe Mindy up..
We ate a lot as usual...

today, i planned to go jogging but then because of such a bad weather that stopped me to not to jog... I decided to go prayer walk instead. After checking the dental prices at my house area.. I went prayer walk around my house area.

Really excited for fri MoonCake Festival~

No where to go to celebrate moon cake ? heheh call me!!!

Hot weather that kills

2009-09-27T22:16:00.003+08:00

BOO! I was at East coast helping Shilin with the City News booth
I tell you! The weather is really hot!!!!!!
Shilin was saying today one was not as hot as yesterday..
That is why she got heat stroke yesterday...

Man is really hot until i got two skin colour..
Wad is wrong with the weather...
We wanted to go roller blade..
But we didn't achieve our purpose today..
Because the weather is hot and we helped in the booth..

Was Fun still..
I am sitting right in front of a fan
I am still feeling really hot!
I supposed to stay throughout..
But i seriously couldn't take it..
ok i shall play the guitar den sleep early..
Be so prepared for work tomorrow!

alright nite people!

Work

2009-09-26T11:44:00.002+08:00

BOO! hehe.. been working.. working and working...
I kind of like it a lot.! now i am not always looking forward to the end of the week..
I really love events... I draw out itinerary .. When your itinerary is been used... It feels gooood~~
One good thing about events is.. We travel on cabs... And we feel like a rich kid.. LOL..
When the uncle always alight me at my company... The uncle always tot my company is my house.. A three story shop house.. LOL.. Feels good to be rich~~ LOL

Been running to different places to do some errands. Walking down orchard road street and look all the rich tai tati having a nice coffee..make me feel.. ARRRGGG while we work work and keep working... LOL .. As i walked down the street of Raffles Place the area... I like the feeling of being there.. I dunno how to describe.. but it feel like Raffles place is for the working place that kind of feeling.. LOL

Of course a whole week of working is good to end of with a good time of prayer and spending time with other ones... I spend time chatting with shilin, andre and alex till 3 am in the morning..
I wants to go roller balding on sun!!!!!!!

update again!

2009-09-24T22:48:00.000+08:00

Lets have a Passion of Compassion for the people without a vision!

amazed

2009-09-21T19:03:00.003+08:00

I get really amazed by this thumb drive!

hhehehe is so cute can!

My sister said" you are like a frog in a well"

heheh get teh meaning yourself! LOL

is really cute though...

I am supposed to run at 6plus today

BOO! it rain for hours since 6 plus till now..

really upset... cause i seriously need to start running

i am looking through the internet to see

if there is any gym near Riverwalk

So i could go run before my leader's meeting...

Oh ya! i been spending a lot of time with grandma

Was out with her two consecutive days..

Went to eat lunch with grandma and family..

Den headed off to my elder sis house to just slack around

Played games... and watched tv there...

just slacking away.. hehee..

I am prepared for work tomorrow!

Rested more than enough

alright, time for guitar~~~

Sunday

2009-09-20T22:05:00.005+08:00

We went to Dempsey Flea Market TODAY!
I brought one top only.
Didn't manage to see anything that is nice
Tell you is a lot of people!!
And is really really hot!

Tell you the ben and jerry there is AWESOME!
Heheheh it feels like New York! LOL
I love this little min bus of Ben and Jerry

Then I head off to have dinner with my grandma!
We went to restaurant to have dinner. .

Before we started eating,
We were like telling each other
We come restaurant to eat this kind of food.
LOL.. to our surprise it was really good!

It was too good till i didn't continue taking photo for the rest
of the dishes...LOL

That is the end of my day!
Heheee.. Rest tomorrow before i start on
the working day!!!! LOL

I realized...

2009-09-20T03:05:00.003+08:00

When people turned their face away..
I realized i needed God more than anything else..
When people say they loves but it fades away...
I realized that God's love cannot be compared
When people focuses on your weakness..
I remembered about God's forgiveness.
When people don't understand your visions and purposes..
I realized that God's thoughts are higher than mine.
When people disappoint us
I realized I need the love of God more and more!.

when i was in Children Church ministry for 4 years
I realized that This is not where i am meant to be

When i was in ChCSA,
I still realized that is not where i am meant to be

When i was serving in the cg,
i realized that this is where i meant to be..

2009-09-19T10:50:00.004+08:00

2009-09-19T01:25:00.002+08:00

BOO! finally the weekend is here!
is it is a long weekend of rest for me! woo~~~
What can i say but to rest! LOL

I learned one thing today..LOL
Never Never drink coffee a few hours before cg starts!!!
LOL.. 3 min before 830pm. I need to start the meeting..
Guess what... I need to do my big bomb! What a timing!!!

Cell Group meeting was great.. Combined with N335.
I dun felt any stress at all this time round..
Did it very naturally in leading... Good step ! hehee

Attachment was alright.. getting the hang of it!
Working in events you will get to know a lot of people..
Hotel people will know you.. I called DJs manager to engage DJ for some events
I called Strikeforce even.. So this is wad i meant by knowing a lot of people.
I can't wait for the event that the we have been preparing.. done research after research..
Arranging different things for the event..
Dun think that event job is easy to do... That is one of the last job you wan to take it up.

Come on i need to enjoy this weekend.. Someone pls ask me out! Lol..
I so want to go flea market to buy dress!
Phoebe mindy is gg without me! LOL..
ok la slp early... nite

AWesome

2009-09-19T00:57:00.003+08:00

AWESOME! She is just so hot!!!!!!
Love her sing more and more now!!!!!

2009-09-16T23:32:00.002+08:00

I am so exhausted physically.
Let me rest for awhile before i start doing wad i am supposed to do..
I literally just stare in the air for 15 min..
When work need brainstorming... After work need even more brainstorming is killing me seriously!

AARGGG ok.. goodbye

2009-09-15T23:07:00.001+08:00

SAw this on facebook.. hehee so amazed by how people make friends..lol

Peanut Butter

2009-09-14T22:12:00.001+08:00

Peanut Butt that brighten up my day!!!!

Yummy! LOL

It has been dunno how long since i last ate hello Panda???

LOL ok off to my room to read!

Day for myself

2009-09-13T20:57:00.002+08:00

BOO! is a sunday! i cannot imagine myself slacking at home! i woke up pretty late today! like 1pm? I am so going to sleep early today and be so ready for work tomorrow!

i went for jogging today! i didnt jog a lot. cause is so a lazy day! I did my mug mask! i love this mask more than SKII mask now.. SKII make me whiter... which is kind of bad? LOL i dunno.. got to depends..

I was watching biggest loser! My gosh! it makes me want to go on a diet! i need to go on a diet like badly! I shall den!
LOL Office job is making me fat!

Tips to Lose Weight Fast Cardiovascular Exercise:

Cardiovascular exercises such as swimming, skipping, cycling, running and jogging, aerobic exercises and climbing stairs are the best among the fast ways to lose weight. Spend at least a half hour on any one of them for five days a week and see the change within a month. Make a

Habit to Walk: Make a habit to walk wherever and whenever you can. Avoid using vehicles for walkable distance and instead of lifts, climb the stairs. Walking for 30 minutes burns 96 calories. Just imagine the calorie consumption if you do it daily. Take a walk for five minutes after every two hours and especially before dinner. It would burn calories as well as cut down your appetite.

Follow a Balanced Diet: No food group is harmful. Your body requires carbohydrates, proteins, vitamins, minerals, fibers and yes even the "main culprit" fat. Your body needs them all but only in required amounts. Therefore, eat everything yet maintain the portion size. Following a balanced diet will be the best weight loss plan.

Eat Five Times a Day: A slow metabolic rate cannot burn the fats stored in your body fast. Increase your metabolism by applying a trick for eating. Eat small meals six times a day instead of taking three heavy meals.

Eat Carbohydrates Before Evening: First of all, cut down the intake amount of carbohydrates and fats. Try to eat carbohydrates before 4:00 p.m. In the evening, the body works slowly and does not need much calories. The chance of storing carbohydrates as fats by the body increases after noon.

Drink Plenty of Water: Drink minimum 10 glasses of water daily. Water benefits your body in several ways. It boosts metabolism, detoxifies the body, reduces bloating and most importantly, makes you feel full thereby cutting down your intake of food.

Eat Fruits and Vegetables: Fruits and vegetables have a rich fiber and water content. They make you feel full for a longer period of time, hence you will not tend to over eat your meals. Replace your snacks of wafers, chips, burgers, etc., with fruits and vegetable salads for losing weight fast.

Use Color Therapy: Wondering how to lose weight fast with color therapy? Here's the answer. Dark blue color cuts down appetite while colors like orange, yellow and red make the appetite go sky high. Now, you know what you are supposed to do. Dine in dark blue plates to shed off those extra pounds.

Listen to your Body: You eat when you feel bored, anxious, sad, lonely and what not. In this way, you tend to over eat. From now on, eat only when you feel hungry. Listen to your body. If it needs food, then give it food. Don't make it a store house of non-required food items.

Eat Slowly: It is observed that eating slowly makes people feel contented even with a small amount of food. Inculcate this habit. Enjoy every bite of food and get slimmer.

Eat Homemade Food: Food available in restaurants and other food outlets generally have high fat content. Even a cup of coffee is garnished with whipped cream and sugary syrup, so that it tastes a little more delicious. The best way to lose weight fast is to eat homemade low-calorie foods.

Stay Away from Fried Things: Stop having a fad diet as much as possible. Avoid eating fried food items. This would make a huge difference. If you have to eat, then keep the amount within limits and do not eat frequently.

Reduce Sodium Intake: Bloating (water retention by the body) is a major cause of obesity. Sodium plays a major role in bloating and thus, needs to be taken only in required amount.

Spin to Bring Hormonal Balance: Hormonal imbalance is another major cause of weight gain. It is said that spinning has a direct effect on the endocrine glands. Spin clockwise till you begin to feel dizzy. Do it only twice or thrice everyday. It will treat any malfunctioning of the endocrine glands and restore the hormonal balance.

Most of the people are crazy for fast weight loss. Some start fasting while some start taking weight loss pills. These two methods surely give you fast results. But always remember that weight, when lost too fast, reverts back with the same pace as soon as you take a break. Therefore, the best way to lose weight fast is to follow a healthy lifestyle for life long.

Love the pastor!

2009-09-13T13:15:00.000+08:00

I am extremely blessed by this week service!
Is way too good... i like it when pastor preach this kind of sermon.

_______________________________________________
A kisser or A Cleaver?

Pastor talks about Opera and Ruth. Where both of them have a choice to make. Either to leave or to stay with their mother-in-law. Opera kissed Naomi and left while Ruth cling on to Naomi.

I like this part where Pastor said:
Every relationship in your life is tested.
A friendship is not a real friendship until it is tested.
A Discipleship is not a real discipleship until it is tested.

Pastor preach about 5 area of Ruth through the verse of Ruth 1:16-17

1) Wherever you go, I will go
In another words, wherever your leader flow,You will flow too.
God is of the new wine. He is not stuck in a box and always moving.

2) Wherever you lodge, I will lodge
Whatever your leader focus on, You will do with her

3) Your People, shall be my people
Whoever your leader fellowship, You will also fellowship
Whoever your leader is praying for, You will also be praying for

4) YOur God, My God
The vision that God shown to your leader, will also be your vision.
Don't just stand behind and say "I will support you , praying with you."
Come on, Stand in front and fight the vision together with your leader.

__________________________________________________

http://www.facebook.com/home.php#/video/video.php?v=126987444266

I love my pastor a lot! I'm just very privilege to be under CHC. He just so humble and sincere in everything he do. You can view the recent on .. on the link.. Awesome!

i think that should be all. another week of work! let me love it i pray.

2009-09-12T13:48:00.000+08:00

Over You

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

updates

2009-09-12T01:21:00.004+08:00

Hello dear readers,

Sorry for not really updating.. my attachment started.. I kind of love the job i am doing... is fun though! i update my SIP blog every single day.. So you can take a look at it if you are free. Is kind of boring.. cause i updated it for my own reference.. But if you are interested to find out den just go take a look at it.

Ok. So i was saying attachment was ok. I kind of quite like the environment. Very cozy kind. Work life is not fun.. is super super super tiring! yes.. but still enjoy the work please!

Today, the 11 September 2009, Jasmine Yen took word in cg for the very first time! yeah! I think i will always remeber this day. eheh why? because is september 11! and I am preaching the word for the first time! someone say yahoo~~~

LOL ok i think i am really stepping out in faith to take it. I am way too exhausted physically. Planning for mooncake festive for cg is not a joke. When u have to crack your brains during work and after work is really really way too tiring. Still thank God for strength.

i think i am really pushing off my tiredness and do whatever i am called to do. It was fun! hehee to do what you are called to do! LOL

Meeting YP on wed is the best! eating prata!!! LOL woo~~~
ok i have not been running! i need to really run! or else end of attachment i will be a super fat woman! LOL hehehhee.. I told YP, when she is back from overseas. she will say a total change in me! LOL i hope so! LOL anyway she is away for one week only.. hehehehehehe! not much changes i can make! lol.. i told her when she is back she will see me having three cgs! LOL that is impossible to happen in two weeks. LOL.. maybe two years?? LOL awesome!

ok i shall really sleep in tomorrow. rest rest and rest!

2009-09-11T01:28:00.000+08:00

my eye is closing!
I can feel how heavy my eye lid is!
But i got tons of things not done...!

God multiple my time!
Cgm is not yet prepared! okok God i need to slp now.. wake up and prepare again den go off to work

2009-09-09T07:22:00.001+08:00

It will be an awesome day today!

I believed!

Festive Square Circle here i come! LOL

Work, life, leisure!

2009-09-08T12:00:00.004+08:00

Tomorrow is the start of my internship!
Days are passing really really really fast!
A blink of the eye here comes the internship.. And another blink of the eye i will be graduating...

The graduating feeling is good. But which industry to go into is another big headache thing i got to seek for direction.

I guess I have to learn to enter into another phrase of my life. The working life! LOL.. i need more clothing... More heels... more time management of different things.
Most importantly, more time for running! LOL someone pls motivate me! I didn't run for this whole week.. This is bad!

I cannot imagine what kind of work will i be doing.. But still let there be a spirit of excellence within me! the little things i am given.. Let me do it with the right attitude.

hahahahahhhaha!

2009-09-08T01:50:00.004+08:00

Phoebe Mindy drew this and say this is

"Phoebe Puddle"!!!!!!

i went a big "HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA" in my heart! LOL
ok i am mean! LOL

Shauna's Birthday!

2009-09-07T09:43:00.002+08:00

5 October, was my little cute niece
Shauna's Birthday!

It is her first birthday.. Look at the cup cakes
ehehe.. cute ar!

How cute can she be!!!
AWW!!!

..
She is really really sweet and cute!!! LOL

Had meeting with the committee to plan the moon cake festival.
It been ages since we come together to plan..
Was fun though...
Chill at Timbre and end of my day...

Journey

2009-09-07T01:21:00.003+08:00

This question is been brought up to me
"what is new in the adventure with God"
To my surprise. I went speechless.
I mean total speechless.. I get very upset with myself
What is happening???

i came home and started praying..
Tears began to fall..
how upset am i...
So many things i missed out!

God opened my eye to see everything in a different view
And i get very amazed but how God works.
I was once blinded...
But God open it up to show me HIS way.
I emphasized "HIS WAY" and not my way

Got to stay in tune with God more now!
YOUR way but not my way!

Nahum 7:8
When I fall, I will arise
When i sit in darkness,
The Lord will be a light to me.

Change~

2009-09-05T13:22:00.002+08:00

BOO.. I changed my blogskins... I very proud of myself... to be able to change to this.. LOL
Since dunno when i have been using the same one..
LOL.. A Change is good.. hope is ok..

anyway.. the burn is killing me...
yesterday i was trying to find the right position to sleep..
i took like half an hour to get the right position..
I cannot lay back as my back is all with sun burn..
I cannot lay side ways as my hands are all burn too.. LOL..
So just got to force through my way to sleep.. LOl..

i was amazed that i slpt through till 12pm today!
And i suppose to meet meijun to run at 12pm~
But we both overslept..
LOL... okok tomorrow must sure run after meeting..
Alright... gg off.. bye

cool

2009-09-05T00:35:00.001+08:00

This is really cool!!! watch this.. LOL

two days of outing

2009-09-04T11:59:00.004+08:00

On wed, watched proposal. Nice movie to catch it..
So watch it if you have the time

We went sentosa to do tanning!
LOL we are burned red! really red!
I was shocked when i looked into the mirror

Nice building...
Phoebe was saying that
someone was paid to just close all the window
of this build... hehhee..
I like the colors!

Then we watched some guys playing ruby...
End of the day..
One thing i realized, I am always eating
when i am with phoebe!
We need to STOP EATING! LOL

I cannot imagine that i am starting work next week.
The days are passing by really fast...
I haven really buy my working clothing...
TSK! TSK!

ok looking forward to cell group!

always do what you are afraid to do!

2009-09-03T10:31:00.000+08:00

I like this quote :

ALWAYS DO WHAT YOU ARE AFRAID TO DO!

I am always afraid of leading segments every week..
But I am fighting against my fear to do it!
I am always shivering when I'm leading.. Only Shilin can see it.

When you are doing something that you are afraid of.. You are stepping out of your comfort zone!
That is the thing i love about!
Come on Move it!
Cause God is constantly moving and I need to be constantly moving too!
So people move with me!